Just feel very sad when mom send msg to her kids aboud dad. She just remind us to spend more time with dad. Lately dad looks so tired and most of the time seen in his face that he hold the pain. Yes, I've seen that to. But I don't know what to do. Don't know how but I think I know that he feel so tired of life. And hoping that his end come soon. Its like he want to rest for good. He stuborn enough to not care about his condition. He just hold the pain, trying to endure without want to know what hapen inside him. He just see doctor for what really urgent him. Like teeth problem or some pain he cannot endure. But for the pain problem,he usually just take the pain killer.
Be honest, I do respect him now and love him more than several years of my youth. And i just hope and pray that God heal him and miracle happen to heal him, give him more joy and peace. His heart is so 'stone cold' For religion stuff. I think I just not ready lo loose him.
Love you dad...
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