Seperate from the world

I just realize the meaning of seperate from the world...
On my way to jpcc i play Tw youth song, actually one of my favorite but i forget the title... As I worship in my heart and enjoying the presence of God, suddenly i realize, i'm not saint, still have some dirty toughts, dirty hands, and sometimes play around sins, no different from the other ordinary guy. No different with all peoples without God in their life. All the different is I have grace & God said that i am separated.
Still in that tought,suddenly i realize, as I worship God, i seperate from the world, being in other dimension. No matter how crowd around you,how dirty you are, you are seperated in His presence,and in the presence of God, He wash away your dirtyness, refocus your blur vision, purify your heart and restore your every condition no matter what who you are today.


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Location:On my way to jpcc

Videoshot SOP for warung tekko

Just get back home after one full day videoshot for 2 episodes of warung tekko standart operation procedure for the employe.
With bona doing the script and direct trying, me with dop and editor, and with some friends who have passion in filmmaking, we finish this video (i wish) good.
Well, actually i feel like bona hasn't really understand the job description of a director, but i cannot deny that this man is really really talented man. I have fun to doing some stuf with this guy.
Thank God for today, now is the time for sleep.... Nite all!


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Location:Warung tekko scbd

Bring my life back to the creator

I realize this couple last days that i have not take control of my life for such a long time. I have not walk the talk, stop learning about things in life (like used to be), stop asking guide from my beloved saviour, and walk my life flowing the stream where i don't know where would it take me to.

I just have no vision,target, something i really2 have to reach. Something desperately i want. I just forget how to live. Comfortable life & room is killing me.

Lord, i bring my life back to You again, please take over. I know, I cannot lead this life by my own. I need u to lead me to live like a man u want me to be.


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Location:Home, my room in elok.

Day 1 shot "the raid" as fighter

At the time i want to write this, i cannot do the writing because of my ipad cannot write on the blog website, until i found the application for blogging. So it's kinda expired to write this about over than 3 weeks later.

Anyway, joining the 7days shot of the raid a.k.a serbuan maut is a new experience for me, how i need more passion and patience to make a good movie and good picture. This production somehow increase my expectation for a good action movie.

During the shoting days i made some new friends, and met some friends from the pirate brothers film last year. Well, i haven't post the pirate brothers production.
I consider to make my own action short movie after asking some participation from fellow stuntmen and fighter. Just looking for time to make it happen.

Location:Ctc building, senen, jakarta pusat

many things happen

Tomorrow my sister and her family will move to bali because of her husband's work. well, i'm gonna miss my nephew and niece. don't know how long will they stay in bali. Mom will accompany them to help my sister for set up everything. looking for fidel's school, find a maid, etc.

Next month we will renovate our workplace and our house. upgrade the building of mom's beauty center. upgrade for my studio. now i have to move to Kwendy's house meanwhile this house is also will be renovated for board room.

this next week i'm gonna make a short movie for JPCC's worker's gathering, i hope it goes well. and be a nice good quality movie.

last couple weeks, i met verdy again, via eko and other friend from wushu ibii, and he in the plan of making a action film, and i join his team to practice about fighter's coreography. it was good.

after the worker's gahtering, on 1st-3rd april 2010, i will traver to singapore with my girl. we will stay at keke's boss' apartment. well see how much fun we'll have.

that's all for today, i'm really really tired....

Fully Charged

since this year begin, i felt that I'm entering a new chapter of my life. a new season has come, or i just want to leave the season and be prepared to enter a new season. this year is the last year I'm in twenties. this December my age will be 30, that's mean I enter a new decade of my life.

Looking backward my life, i remembered 10 years ago, well, nine years one and half month ago. on my twentieth birthday, i dedicated my 10 years for God, with a ring as a symbol that this 10 years will be God's time to mold me to be what He want me to be, to prepared my life as what He want me become. today, I still wear this ring, and still I see that He is faithful to me for what I've been through. well, I'm not a good boy, I'm not a saint. too many times I fail, broke His heart, broke some others heart, being enjoyed sin, lazy, wasting time, and guest what? Still He is faithful. not a day, not a moment, not a minute He left me behind. even sometimes I felt alone, maybe most times. but still I know for sure God never turn His eyes from me. Now, 1 more year to finish my vow with God. it doesn't mean that I no longer give my life to God, but i think I'm more ready to face the world and I will enter a new chapter of my life with God.

Back to the topic... right now i just felt fully charged to do what I have to do. feel so much energy in me to finish my jobs, my challenges. feels like I want to say to everything blocks my way : "Just Bring IT!" Like pastor Brian Houston said last Sunday, God promise Joshua to bring him to the promise land, but he didn't tell Joshua that he would face 31 kings to overcome the promise land. I think God has promise that He will bring me to my promise land, but He didn't tell me that I would have to conquer many kings that that block my way to the promise land. He didn't tell doesn't mean it doesn't exist. But i know for sure that He's there when I face those kings, never leave me, and this last 9 years, through what I've been through, He prepared me to conquered those kings...

Lord, be it unto me, according to your words and your plan for my life.

Birthday

today is my birthday.. well, actually yesterday was my birthday, already past midnight now.

nothing special in this birthday, just the only presents from my beloved girl ad a bunch of wishes and greting. as for me, I fell nothing special at all. usually i spend my birthday with spending it with God, well, not this time. too busy to do meditation. yes, i'm too busy. yeah, perhaps God gave present by giving this job. i did documentation photo for elizabeth's parents house.. with good price i think. just need to work it out.

just want to thank God for everything, even i feels like dont wan't to give thanks at all.. God still good all the time. and I belive that He cares for me... good nite, i'm very very sleepy...

Location:Home, gading elok timur 2.