today is JPCC workers' christmas dinner and end year gathering. As usual, so many prizes are being spread. a very great moment and most waited for workers in JPCC. great moment great value, made us, the workers being appreciated. I love this church, the Leaders, everything in this church is awesome. well, it never been perfect, but it alive. this church is alive. elevate the value of peoples live.
last year i got ipod nano 4th gen 8gb in this event, and 2 years ago, I got 1 million MAP voucher. well not this time. somehow, from the very begining of the event, i never been excited like years before, I dont know how, but i wish nothing. well, actually i wish i get the prize, but just feel that , today is not my day, i have enough, need nothing. i just being the part of the event.
God have given me so much that I cannot even count. and yet, with all God's gift for me, i haven't maximize them yet, so inside my heart, i just want... God himself. Lord, u know I still love u without the prizes. i just really feel that let the prizes for the others.
how i miss Your Presece God..... you alone I long, I want & I really really need...
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Traffic Ticket
I just get traffic ticket from police officer.. i don't know if i did wrong or not, i just not sure. he said that i crossed the red light, meanwhile i don't see the hidden redlight. actually i was not sure if it red light or green light, because the road is empty.
Long story short, I tell them I want to pay on the bank. so they gave me ticket with penalty Rp 50.000,- quite surprised, but stupidly i was not ask them about that. anyway one thing I know, the money is not going to their pocket. at least to the government. I grumble for a while. but later i feel good, because I did the right thing. it like someone gave me a pat in my back and said "boy, u did a right thing" Later when I got home, i seek the truth about the traffic ticketing over the internet (thank to this technology).
well, i got some truth, and the most annoyed thing is that I found that my penalty just cost Rp 15.000,- meanwhile that police officer charged me Rp 50.000,- Tomorrow I will try to find out what I can do to make this thing right, but if nothing I can do because I already sign my ticket, it will be okay for me. another Rp 35.000,- is to pay the truth I just found and they cannot fool me again.
Thanks mr officer, you just made me smarter now, and no more dirty trick for me... and I don't want to curse them, let God take care of they who causes problem with His children... (actually I want to curse, but my heart says different-I think God said no to me-, so I better obey)
here is the link to the truth about traffic ticket: http://transparansi.or.id//images/stories/kajian/tabel.html
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Menumpuk
many things i'd not written on this blog. either it was passed by, lost the mood to wrote, or just lazy, until I have no more desire to write. but I have to learn to write anyway...
Well, lets remember what i skipped...
first I think is the mission trip to Bangka Island, 2 days and 1 night only with fellow daters Gading 1. what we did was doing some free medication. general medication and dental medication. funny thing was the fact that the people there have problem with dental health, because the water contain tin (bangka is one of the largest world tin suplier) that made tey teeth so fragile. and everybody come to our dentist ask her to took of their teeth.
That was the most memorable thing for me. It was some great experience to revive my heart for mission. to share God's love, for what in God's heart are alwasy the souls of the lost.
the next thing I'm gonna write is about the workshop in surabaya. I just think that I was horrible doing my presentation. surprisingly, they very enthusiastic. that made me miss the time and motivate me to made some more Film.and, really that time i feel that was my strength. I feel good when I did that, not like when I'm doin some photography job, it was totally different. that time I know, my destination is in movie making.
And now, I'm at Ritz Carlton PAsific Place. Kwendy ask me if I would join them, so we stay here for 1 night. mom, kwendy, eva, kwento, mimi, marvel, fidel, michelle and me. Good place to stay, i like it. and it's a good night. I just wonder, when will I have enough money to spend holiday in a very elegant hotel like this.
Well, lets remember what i skipped...
first I think is the mission trip to Bangka Island, 2 days and 1 night only with fellow daters Gading 1. what we did was doing some free medication. general medication and dental medication. funny thing was the fact that the people there have problem with dental health, because the water contain tin (bangka is one of the largest world tin suplier) that made tey teeth so fragile. and everybody come to our dentist ask her to took of their teeth.
That was the most memorable thing for me. It was some great experience to revive my heart for mission. to share God's love, for what in God's heart are alwasy the souls of the lost.
the next thing I'm gonna write is about the workshop in surabaya. I just think that I was horrible doing my presentation. surprisingly, they very enthusiastic. that made me miss the time and motivate me to made some more Film.and, really that time i feel that was my strength. I feel good when I did that, not like when I'm doin some photography job, it was totally different. that time I know, my destination is in movie making.
And now, I'm at Ritz Carlton PAsific Place. Kwendy ask me if I would join them, so we stay here for 1 night. mom, kwendy, eva, kwento, mimi, marvel, fidel, michelle and me. Good place to stay, i like it. and it's a good night. I just wonder, when will I have enough money to spend holiday in a very elegant hotel like this.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Invitation to Mawar Sharon Surabaya
Damn, the connection fail and i have write all over agai for this blog.
the mood is diferent. damn computer. ok, just make it fast.
last friday Bona called me and ask me if next thursday until saturday i will be free. actually I have some works to do, but as usual I can manage my time. so I answered yes. so he tell me that Mawar Sharon Church in Surabaya is gonna make some workshop about performing arts on thursday until saturday, then he ask me if i willing to join him and fla to ga to surabaya. Well, when other church ask us as representative of JPCC for anything, first, it's must be a good event, second, it must be free. I have nothing to loose, new experience, new education, new ninfo, new friends, and especially, free!!
so yes is my answer imidiately. after that, later bona called me again and he asked me when will we have meeting to prepare the material for the workshop. First word in my mind was: "WHAT?" i tought we will join some seminar about performing arts, the fact is we will give the workshop.
O O W . . .
But then I think, " hey, could it be God who set up this?" well, nothing happen without God's permission, at least that is what I belive. Maybe this is the time He want to bring me up to another level. besides, I think it is the chance I learn to beat my comfort Zone. and rise the standard. not just receive things, but to share, to give. -for give is the gift for the giver-
Yes, its kinda exciting to have this chance. what I can do is just prepare.
now is 1 day to go to Surabaya, but my session is on the last day, so I still have pretty much time to prepare. i have no much, but i still can give what I have.
The bottom line is: GOD, I love u!! hahaha, dont know what the connection, but whatever whenever and wherever, God is good., & I love U God!!!!!
the mood is diferent. damn computer. ok, just make it fast.
last friday Bona called me and ask me if next thursday until saturday i will be free. actually I have some works to do, but as usual I can manage my time. so I answered yes. so he tell me that Mawar Sharon Church in Surabaya is gonna make some workshop about performing arts on thursday until saturday, then he ask me if i willing to join him and fla to ga to surabaya. Well, when other church ask us as representative of JPCC for anything, first, it's must be a good event, second, it must be free. I have nothing to loose, new experience, new education, new ninfo, new friends, and especially, free!!
so yes is my answer imidiately. after that, later bona called me again and he asked me when will we have meeting to prepare the material for the workshop. First word in my mind was: "WHAT?" i tought we will join some seminar about performing arts, the fact is we will give the workshop.
O O W . . .
But then I think, " hey, could it be God who set up this?" well, nothing happen without God's permission, at least that is what I belive. Maybe this is the time He want to bring me up to another level. besides, I think it is the chance I learn to beat my comfort Zone. and rise the standard. not just receive things, but to share, to give. -for give is the gift for the giver-
Yes, its kinda exciting to have this chance. what I can do is just prepare.
now is 1 day to go to Surabaya, but my session is on the last day, so I still have pretty much time to prepare. i have no much, but i still can give what I have.
The bottom line is: GOD, I love u!! hahaha, dont know what the connection, but whatever whenever and wherever, God is good., & I love U God!!!!!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
cannot focus
these last days i cannot focus. times fly by, dont know what to do, have no passion, blank . . . i just fall on some trap again and again. HHGGGGRRRRGGGHHHH . . . i don't think I'm in the right track now. God give me some revelation!!! I need to get something to do... what I did lately is something not getting me closser to my destiny. but, I don't know where else to go...
help me God!!!
help me God!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Fight Again?
About couple weeks ago, when I got a job to take photo event of graduation of SMPK4 Penabur, I met Hardian. Well, he is a teacher in that school, so no wonder I met him.
When he saw me, directly he ask me if i want to compete in a mix martial art match. by that time, i think it was okay to prepare my self again to a fight, and i think that could motivate me to shape up my body and skill again.
after that moment, i got busy to help JPCC kids camp, oxygen youth camp and JPCC aniversary. non stop event in almost 2 weeks, which means no work out and all you can eat food. i gain much weight in almost 2 weeks. damn it! i just start jogging and work out, gain my shape again. Now, within 2 weeks they are gone. Fat again and..... out of stamina.
Today I just trained in hardian's place. and, that's sucks! I realize that the match is not gonna as easy as I tought. I tought my skill is enough. IT'S NOT!!! damn! cannot back off. the only way is move forward. God help me . . .
When he saw me, directly he ask me if i want to compete in a mix martial art match. by that time, i think it was okay to prepare my self again to a fight, and i think that could motivate me to shape up my body and skill again.
after that moment, i got busy to help JPCC kids camp, oxygen youth camp and JPCC aniversary. non stop event in almost 2 weeks, which means no work out and all you can eat food. i gain much weight in almost 2 weeks. damn it! i just start jogging and work out, gain my shape again. Now, within 2 weeks they are gone. Fat again and..... out of stamina.
Today I just trained in hardian's place. and, that's sucks! I realize that the match is not gonna as easy as I tought. I tought my skill is enough. IT'S NOT!!! damn! cannot back off. the only way is move forward. God help me . . .
Thursday, July 2, 2009
AFFAIR
"I have a girlfriend, but one day somehow I decide to try to have sex with one of my friend. after the sex, I realize that what I've got is far less than what I've expected. actually there was no joy at all, and it hurt my heart more than anything. I love my girlfriend, and our relationship is fine, I just wonder how it feel. and, so much I regret it. I just don't understand why peoples hanging around and sleep with everybody while it hurt? and why that lifestyle so popular? I just can promise myself and God that I would never do that again. especially with my sweet girl. I don't want to ruin my life with sleeping around strangers. this experience just a lesson for me. I would glad if i never did it, but it's done and I not really regret that much, because, now I know. I've learned. and I'm wiser than before."
- D.A - Jakarta
Well, affair is never better than your legal partner, isn't it? and, affair is hurt our self and our integrity. and if your partner know, it will destroy your relationship.
- D.A - Jakarta
Well, affair is never better than your legal partner, isn't it? and, affair is hurt our self and our integrity. and if your partner know, it will destroy your relationship.
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