many things happen

Tomorrow my sister and her family will move to bali because of her husband's work. well, i'm gonna miss my nephew and niece. don't know how long will they stay in bali. Mom will accompany them to help my sister for set up everything. looking for fidel's school, find a maid, etc.

Next month we will renovate our workplace and our house. upgrade the building of mom's beauty center. upgrade for my studio. now i have to move to Kwendy's house meanwhile this house is also will be renovated for board room.

this next week i'm gonna make a short movie for JPCC's worker's gathering, i hope it goes well. and be a nice good quality movie.

last couple weeks, i met verdy again, via eko and other friend from wushu ibii, and he in the plan of making a action film, and i join his team to practice about fighter's coreography. it was good.

after the worker's gahtering, on 1st-3rd april 2010, i will traver to singapore with my girl. we will stay at keke's boss' apartment. well see how much fun we'll have.

that's all for today, i'm really really tired....

Fully Charged

since this year begin, i felt that I'm entering a new chapter of my life. a new season has come, or i just want to leave the season and be prepared to enter a new season. this year is the last year I'm in twenties. this December my age will be 30, that's mean I enter a new decade of my life.

Looking backward my life, i remembered 10 years ago, well, nine years one and half month ago. on my twentieth birthday, i dedicated my 10 years for God, with a ring as a symbol that this 10 years will be God's time to mold me to be what He want me to be, to prepared my life as what He want me become. today, I still wear this ring, and still I see that He is faithful to me for what I've been through. well, I'm not a good boy, I'm not a saint. too many times I fail, broke His heart, broke some others heart, being enjoyed sin, lazy, wasting time, and guest what? Still He is faithful. not a day, not a moment, not a minute He left me behind. even sometimes I felt alone, maybe most times. but still I know for sure God never turn His eyes from me. Now, 1 more year to finish my vow with God. it doesn't mean that I no longer give my life to God, but i think I'm more ready to face the world and I will enter a new chapter of my life with God.

Back to the topic... right now i just felt fully charged to do what I have to do. feel so much energy in me to finish my jobs, my challenges. feels like I want to say to everything blocks my way : "Just Bring IT!" Like pastor Brian Houston said last Sunday, God promise Joshua to bring him to the promise land, but he didn't tell Joshua that he would face 31 kings to overcome the promise land. I think God has promise that He will bring me to my promise land, but He didn't tell me that I would have to conquer many kings that that block my way to the promise land. He didn't tell doesn't mean it doesn't exist. But i know for sure that He's there when I face those kings, never leave me, and this last 9 years, through what I've been through, He prepared me to conquered those kings...

Lord, be it unto me, according to your words and your plan for my life.